Sunday, January 4, 2009

Madeleine's First Birthday

To celebrate Madeleine's first birthday, we decided to have some family time the weekend before she actually turned one (on Monday, the 29th of December). Eve and Rory left Saturday morning and we decided to take a little family hike up one of the local canyons. Little did we know what a rough weekend we were going to have!

Ameri and the girls. Charley loved wearing the hat and scarf that Great Grandma 'Nece made for her!

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Charley and me

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Saturday night Madeleine started getting quite ill and by Sunday evening she had a temperature of 104! Ameri gave her a blessing and her temperature went down. When we took her into the doctor the next day, we found out she had a nasty ear infection and a small case of bronchitis. What a way to spend your first birthday huh? Poor thing. We still got a few smiles out of our little trooper though. She's such a sweetheart!!

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Oh the birthday cake! Hmmm. I didn't realize that I had purchased FAT FREE cream cheese for the frosting until I was mixing it up and it wasn't getting stiff. Arrgh! Needless to say, the frosting was a bit goopy. Madie's stinky first birthday didn't even let her have a pretty cake! I did the best I could though and the results were, well, so-so.

My sister Katie first started calling Madie our "little bird" because she has such delicate little features. The name stuck with me though because the girl DOES NOT EAT. She refuses. She will take a bottle, but even at 1 year, she only has about 6 ounces per bottle. I'm not even giving her whole milk yet because I decided that a toddler type formula was the only thing that I could garauntee would give her the calories and vitamins that she needs. With a little extra vitamin dosage she seems to be growing just fine, but meal time is definitely frustrating. SO, short story long, I decided to give her a cake fit for a "little bird".

It was SUPPOSED to be a garden with some little birds in it. I had to keep sticking it in the fridge between applications. The following is WHAT I GOT. I figured the chocolate cake sticking through could count as dirt . . . it's a stretch!

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Sad, but there it is.

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE BIRD!

Christmas '08

We had a very quiet Christmas this year. We stayed in California and Ameri's sister Eve and her husband Rory came down to celebrate with us. We moved our extra "bed" out of the girls room and into the living room so that Eve and Rory could get some sleep without the girls waking them up . . . yeah, right! They took off a day early so that may be some indication of just how much sleep they really got! :) At least they got to sleep under the Christmas tree and see Santa!

Our tree.

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The Stockings were hung on the bookshelf with care, in hopes that the loot wasn't too heavy to bear!

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Charley's lovely gingerbread creations. Thanks Mariana!

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The reindeer ears were brought out again this year!

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The Christmas bake-fest! It was a lot of fun to have the four adults running around in the kitchen on Christmas Eve. Ameri and I even delivered several plates after our feast.

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What Santa left for the girls . . .

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What they left for Santa!

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Madeleine trying to access Grandma Charlene's gift!

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Charley enjoying her new dress-ups with Uncle Rory

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She fell asleep within minutes of hitting her pillow that night!

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Thursday, January 1, 2009

No Husbands Allowed - Sorta.

My littler sister Katie and I took a road trip up to Utah with our kids at the beginning of December. Ameri and Ben both had to work around Christmas time so we decided to go up to Utah early and get our family fix. My sister Julie's husband was deployed to Qatar at the time and Jennie's husband Travis had just returned from his 3rd deployment to Iraq. We girls took the opportunity to have some girl time with our mom. Travis had to deal with a house full of women for a week but Jennie said it was fine because he's been around men for a year!

There are a lot of pictures! You've been warned!

The Road Trip!

Madie takes the wheel. Wassup'?

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My co-pilots! Poor Eli looks like he's thinking, "Man Mom! Pay attention here!"

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Charley was quite comfortable in the very back! She had quite the set-up with her movies and big 'ol Britax seat!

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Finally arriving at Grandma Charlene's. Madie and Eli were pretty tired!

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ELEVEN of Grandma Charlene's THIRTEEN grandkids in one room. We were just missing Josh and Emily!

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A trip to the park - just one block from Grandma's.

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Charley's colorful even in the winter!

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My blue-eyed Madeleine.

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Happy Xander!

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I'm diggin' Jennie's 'do. Brooklyn looks particularly excited to see me taking a picture!

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Papa Allen and Uncle Travis - looking at video from Iraq.

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Olga, Rory and Eve - helping Madie celebrate her first birthday a little early.

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Cash and Eli. Quite the cutie-patooties!

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Attempting to re-create a picture we took in our youth. We couldn't quite get the faces right!

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This one was the closest! I'll have to get a copy of the original so that you can all understand how funny this picture really is!!

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Jennie looking beautiful holding Eli and Katie.

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Great Grandma 'Nece, Papa Allen, and Grandma Charlene with Madie, Eli and Cash.

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Cash, 'Lo, Johnny and Sydney - checking out Temple Square at Christmastime.

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Me and my girls at Temple Square.

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Katie and Eli. Don't you just love Eli's little head popping out?

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Bundled up for the cold.

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A great shot of the Salt Lake Temple from the south side.

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Thanksgiving

Here are some of my favorite shots from Thanksgiving. I love my family!

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Ben's (Katie's hubby) impression of "Easter Island".

Katie's . . . attempt.

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Katie's little Eli and a sweet (unedited for affect) picture of Madie's evil twin with Ameri and Steven.

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Katie again. She obviously got a hold of my new camera and took some action shots! You would never know she was the baby of the family.

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Happy, er, Halloween?

Well folks, I finally have my business license, insurance, babysitter and a new place to train. I've quit the gym where I was working and I have a new digital camera. Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years have past. That means I can finally sit down and catch up a bit!

My girls were flowers for Halloween. Here are a few photos of them on the big night.


Madie's first Halloween.

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I was a gardener, Madie was just a cute flower :), Charley was an Iris and, happily, Charley's best friend showed up as a bumblebee. You can tell these pictures were taken with a disposable camera!

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Trick or Treating

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The last good picture our old camera took - Charley the little iris!

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

The Nativity

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This is the talk I'm giving in church today. It really helped me get into the mood for Christmas and calm down my diva behavior! I hope you don't mind me sharing!

The Nativity

1. This is the season beloved of the year.
Sing a rhyme; Christmastime soon will be here.
Tell the true story of Jesus’ birth,
When, as a baby, he came to the earth.

2. This is the new star, shining so bright,
Lighting the world on that first Christmas night.
This is the angel proclaiming the birth,
Singing “Hosanna!” and “Peace on the earth!”

3. This is the stable, shelter so bare;
Cattle and oxen first welcomed him there.
This is the manger, sweet hay for a bed,
Waiting for Jesus to cradle his head.

4. These are the shepherds, humble and mild,
Hast’ning to worship the heavenly child.
These are the wise men who followed the star,
Frankincense, gold, and myrrh brought from afar.

5. See the sweet mother, Mary so fair,
Joseph, who guided the donkey with care.
See the dear baby of Bethlehem,
Little Lord Jesus, the Savior of men.

(“The Nativity Song,” Children’s Songbook of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, 52–53)

I would like to share with you a few thoughts about the symbolism found in the traditional story of the Nativity and the “true gifts” that are represented there as well. Two Ensign articles helped me prepare for this talk, “Tasting the Bread of Life” by Sherrie Johnson and “A Christmas with No Presents” by President Faust.

Jesus, “The Bread of Life”, came to Earth and was born in Bethlehem or, “The House of Bread” as it is defined. Jesus was wrapped in swaddling clothes and placed in a manger – a trough used for feeding animals. When animals eat and when we eat, we, after a while, are hungry again, but “He that eateth of this bread shall live for ever” (John 6:35, 58). “The heavenly fare offered in the manger was not only eternal but capable of lifting us to God. How fitting that Mary should cradle her son, the Bread of Life, in a manger.” (“Tasting the Bread of Life”) Jesus came down to Earth and offered Himself to us. He is the perfect example of all of our “true gifts”, but here He is the example of The Gift of Self.

Mary, the Mother of God. Oh, there is so much that can be said of Mary! A symbol of innocence and purity – two characteristics we need to have in order to accept Christ into our lives. How special she must have been to be chosen at such a young age, like Joseph Smith, to take on such responsibility. She must have been a rather sober and brave girl to hear the declarations of the angel and then, with faith, declare herself the “handmaid of the Lord” (Luke 2:38). Twice in Luke were read of her pondering events in her heart (Luke 2:19, 51). She bravely gave birth in a stable that was actually a cave, wrapped her baby in swaddling clothes and lovingly set him in the manger. I’m sure she marveled, like most of us, over her new child. She probably graciously welcomed the worshippers that came to visit her child and accepted the gifts, with gratitude, that were left for Him. Sherrie Johnson writes, “As Mary beheld Him in the manger, did her heart race with premonitions of a time when she would see Him wrapped in linen and laid in another cave, called a sepulchre? In a stable-cave Mary gave Jesus mortal life, and from a sepulchre-cave Jesus came forth to give Mary and all mankind immortal life. Both caves are mortal reminders of Jesus’ condescension, or of His descending ‘below all things’” (see 1 Ne. 11:16; D&C 88:6). Mary embodies The Gifts of Love and Faith.

I can imagine that Joseph would be the perfect adoptive father for Jesus on Earth. He, like Mary, must have been full of love. Upon discovering that his wife-to-be was expecting a child, he did not want to make a public example of her, and, after the angel appeared to him in a dream, he took Mary as his wife. He and Mary plainly are both examples of bravery and faith, though I can imagine that he must have been nervous and a little frustrated that he could not find a place for Mary to give birth. He must have relied on the Spirit heavily to guide his steps. He was a good man, a gentle man – standing back and watching over his little family, not calling attention to himself. He taught Jesus his trade as He grew into manhood. What lessons did he teach the Son of God as a child? Joseph, a teacher, teaches us of The Gifts of Gentleness and Goodness.

Jesus, being laid in a manger, was surrounded by animals or “beasts of burden” during His first moments of life. These animals were put on Earth to serve man. Jesus, the Greatest of All, also came down to Earth to serve us and to help us carry our burdens. President Hinkley stated that, “Because He was God—even the Son of God—He could carry the weight and burden of other men’s sins on Himself. Isaiah prophesied our Savior’s willingness to do this in these words: ‘Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: … he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.’” (Isa. 53:4–5.) These animals represent The Gifts of Longsuffering and Service.

The new star, shining so bright. As I thought about the symbolism of the Star, I was struck by the thought of how dark it must have been in that time when Jesus was born. No street lights, flash lights or headlights to guide your way. At night the stars must have been a familiar and welcome sight to those shepherds and travelers. Can you imagine how brightly the new star must have shone? “Piercing the darkness, it stood above all nations, far above and untouched by anything worldly. Christ, the Life and Light of the World, is like that star. His light, the light of Christ, still guides wise men and wise women to their promised land, where they can behold for themselves the greatest star, the Son.” ("Tasting the Bread of Life") The star brought another gift to those waiting for the sign: The Gift of Hope.

There are so many symbols that could be associated with the shepherds and the sheep – some obvious and familiar to us. Jesus was born in the spring – many new lambs were being born at the same time. Those shepherds, though lowly in station, were everything to those sheep and their lambs. The angel Gabriel appeared in the fields to these humble men and brought them tidings of Joy. Were some of those shepherds who heard the declarations of the angel responsible for the Temple flock that offered the sacrificial lamb? ("Tasting the Bread of Life")They followed the new star and sought out their Savior and rejoiced in Who they found. The angel brings us The Gift of Joy and the Shepherds reveal The Gift of Meekness.

Lastly, the Wise Men. They saw the Star in the East and made the long journey to Judea. Are we wise? Do we recognize the signs given and follow them to our Savior even though our journey may be long? They sought out, they had patience, and they took the long journey in order to give their gifts to their King. Sherrie Johnson writes, “We don’t really know how many Wise Men came, but tradition claims three because there were three gifts: gold, the metal of kings and symbol of a celestial world because of its refined purity; frankincense, used in making incense that was burned on the temple altar as a symbol of prayers arising and connecting God and man; and myrrh, an aromatic gum used to make incense, perfume, and ointment for embalming. I remembered a picture of a myrrh plant and was startled anew by its spike-like thorns. Even at the Christ child’s tender age, the gifts given Him bore testimony of who He was and what He would do. Gold for the King of Kings, frankincense for the Mediator between God and man, myrrh for the body that would be buried for us.”

I imagine these wise men to not only be patient, but they must have been willing to refrain from many things in order to stay focused and reach their goal. To me, they represent The Gift of Temperance.

Regarding the gifts of the Spirit, the apostle Paul wrote that they are “love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law” (Gal. 5:22–23). I hope that this Christmas we can focus on the “true gifts” and give of them freely to those around us and to our Savior. I hope we can seek out those “true gifts” that our Savior has bestowed upon each of us.

President Hinkley stated the following of Jesus, “We honor His birth. But without His death that birth would have been but one more birth. It was the redemption which He worked out in the Garden of Gethsemane and upon the cross of Calvary which made His gift immortal, universal, and everlasting. His was a great Atonement for the sins of all mankind. He was the resurrection and the life, “the firstfruits of them that slept” (1 Cor. 15:20). Because of Him all men will be raised from the grave.”

“Christmas is more than trees and twinkling lights, more than toys and gifts and baubles of a hundred varieties. It is love. It is the love of the Son of God for all mankind. It reaches out beyond our power to comprehend. It is magnificent and beautiful.”

Jesus’ birth symbolizes all “true gifts” and through our individual faith in Him, He presents us with the final gift: “Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid” (John 14:27).

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Being Thankful

First of all, I would like to say a very large THANK-YOU to all who have sent encouraging words lately. I read so many of your blogs and it helps me to know that there are so many of us just trying to get through this life in one piece and that God put us all here to uplift one another. I've read recently about anxiety attacks, dear friends lost tragically, a child's funny antics, sacrificing one's self to save a child from harm, concern over an ill child, family traditions and happy memories.
I sat here tonight wrapped tightly in my own suffocating blanket of panic and anxiety. I've been treading in very unfamiliar waters and felt the brick of my own self-absorption pulling me down. I've been a Scrooge this Christmas and I've had no desire to decorate and the thought of going out and trying to finish shopping for my very simple Christmas list made me want to crawl back into bed and hide.
HOWEVER, today that all changed. I went to church today with my anxiety radar beeping loudly because we had to be there early . . . etc. I got to church and practiced with the choir for the first time in months. For those of you who know me you know that singing is one thing that I can do well and it brings joy to my heart. So even though I was wrestling with my two girls today at practice, the joy of singing songs about the birth of the Savior had a wonderful affect. A little spark of the Season lit in my heart.
After church we arrived home and let our two tired girls nap/rest while we finished dinner preparations. Charley was really tired and grumpy but after a little bit of coaxing, decided she did like mashed potatoes and roast after all! After some good progress in clearing her plate, Charley suddenly stopped and gagged. Alarmed, Ameri and I turned our attention to her. A stream of throw-up exploded from her mouth. I grabbed her as she continued to struggle to get her breath and we realized she was choking. She was strangely calm, I'm assuming from shock, as all of this was going on. I turned her on her stomach and put my finger in her mouth to get whatever was in there OUT. Once it was dislodged, she continued to throw-up everywhere which made it difficult for her to catch her breath. Instinctively, I just held her and let her throw-up all over me in an attempt to help her. When we finally made it to the shower to clean her off, the reality of the situation hit both of us and we cried together. It was the first time I had really cried in months. I thank Heavenly Father for saving my little girl.
After we got the girls to bed I sat down at my computer to continue my search for someone to watch my kids while I work my 6 hours a week. That old demon named ANXIETY reared his ugly head so I decided to take a break and check out my friends' blogs. I was touched by the words of encouragement people left for me and especially touched by my friend Cheryl's blog. She just lost someone dear to her family and she so eloquently writes about her emotions. I'm not sure what to write to you Cheryl - I'm not nearly so eloquent, but I must give you my thanks and let you know that you will be in my prayers.
You've all read these last few posts as I purge my soul a little. Again, THANK-YOU.



Oh, and yes. I do have a camera now. It's lovely and simple and I'll post new pictures soon.

Friday, December 12, 2008

BLUH!

Well, after my little outburst in the last post I seem to have just lost my mind (even more!). It's been a crazy few weeks and I feel like I've been on the edge for a while now. I told Equinox that I was quitting and started looking for a place to train a few clients. It's been an adventure to say the least! I finally found a studio to train at, but now I have to make sure my certifications are in order, get a business license, personal liability insurance and find someone to watch my girls for a couple of days each week. I will be a private contractor and thus have to pay self employment taxes on top of it all. At Equinox I was an employee, had free childcare and didn't have to bother with the city of Pasadena except to pay my parking every month!

Why am I leaving you might ask? (Ameri has been asking that often lately) I must. Equinox and I have outgrown each other. My schedule - should I figure it out - will be much better and I'm my own boss. I can work the hours I want to without having a corporation breathing down my back to train more than is physically possible for me right now. They also take over 2/3 of what they charge my client.

Anyway, with all of that going on, trying to figure out Christmas, not having Ameri around much, blah, blah, blah . . . I've been a wee bit overwhelmed. My house is a disaster, my paperwork is scattered hither and thither and I'm lucky if my kids get fed. I guess I just needed to post not only to vent a little, but to let you all know that someone else out there goes through it too, or, if your life is running smoothly right now, to help you be thankful for the smooth roads in life's journey. Here's to bumpy roads making the smooth ones sweet!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I'm dyin' here!

Ameri ordered our new camera about 10 days ago and at about day 7 we were wondering where in the heck it was. He called the company we ordered it from and they said it was on backorder. Of course there was no notification from them AND their website said that it was in stock.

Ameri dropped the bomb on me and told me that it could be a couple more weeks before we get it. AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!! Doesn't he realize that a 11 month old changes daily? That my 3 year old has a Thanksgiving feast at school that needs to be documented? That Thanksgiving is here and so is my family? THAT I'M GOING TO UTAH FOR A WEEK WITH MY SISTERS AND THEIR KIDS AND I HAVE NO CAMERA????? How can he just give me the news so calmly? My blog is suffering here.

So, today I went to the feast and brought a disposable camera and prayed I got a few good shots. Thanksgiving is tomorrow and I leave for Utah this weekend. I'm going to try to find my old film camera and I'll probably have to get a battery for it. PLUS, the girls and I all have colds and we're all grumpy.

Fester, fester, fester. Whine, whine, whine.

On a positive note though: It rained in SoCal!! Buckets of beautiful rain!

Friday, November 21, 2008

We say "Oh my goodness" right?

You may have noticed the lack of pictures lately. We still have not received our new camera yet and since putting non-digital pictures takes more work to put on the blog, Halloween pics are slow in coming :)

In the meantime, Another random blog entry! Charley heard someone say, "Oh my G . . " on T.V. the other day and, of course, had to say it. I told her that we don't say that phrase. There are a lot of people out there who use it, but we believe that it's disrespectful (a big word for a 3 year old!) to our Heavenly Father if we say it. Instead we should use the phrase, "Oh my goodness."

Little Charley must think about this a lot because she's asked me about it 5 or 6 times a day since our conversation. This could indicate a couple of things:

1. She's still trying to wrap her little head around it
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2. People really take God's name in vain A LOT.

Probably a little bit of both, but I'm thinkin' it's more the 2nd than the first. So sad. People don't really think about what's coming out of their mouths these days. Even my religious clients take God and Jesus' names in vain on a regular basis.

So, I love that Charley thinks about it often. She keeps saying, "We don't say
THAT we say 'Oh my goodness' right Mommy? We don't want to hurt Heavenly Father's feelings do we Mommy?"

It's a good reminder to watch what we say around our little ones!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

From Michele's blog

My friend Michele posted this on her blog and I thought it was so funny I stole it and put it on my own blog. Michele informed us the guy is lipsincing to a group called "Moosebutter". (I was wondering who has such amazing range that they could do all 4 part flawlessly!) I hope you enjoy it all you "Star Wars" and John Williams fans!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

A few more Charleyisms

Yes, we all know that kids say the darndest things, and Charley is no different. Here are a couple of her recent pronouncements:


Me: "Charley! Stop that! That's very naughty!"
(Of course I can't remember what she was doing at the time!)

Charley: "Mom. I'm not being naughty, I'm being difficult!"

Oh, the political correctness that preschool teaches :)


When Charley gets in trouble she will never look into my eyes so that we can, shall we say, have a "heart to heart". I often say to her before we have our little chats, "Look at my eyes Charley . . ."
Yesterday she must have seen me do something she felt I needed some discipline on and she said the following:

"Mom! Look at my blue eyes! They're very dangerous eyes!"

I guess that's all she has to say because aren't "dangerous eyes" enough to get the point across?


P.S. Our sweet Madeleine is not to be out-done! She can now emphatically say, "Momma", "Daddy" and "Hi".